There is some intimidation in Mei Rucheng’s words. The big boss won't let him kneel down. Because if the big leader really loses his temper, even kneeling down is useless.
In the past, there was a director of education here who made a big mistake. Under the horrified eyes of everyone, he knelt down to Shen Jianqiu, but Shen Jianqiu said, what's the use of kneeling down? If kneeling worked, the Qing Dynasty would not have died! I don’t want to kneel down, I want you to give me and the students’ parents an explanation!
Shen Jianqiu is such an extremely perverted person. He is very talented, and he uses his talent to torture the people around him to death. He holds himself and others equally with pervertedly high standards.
When Gou Yingbiao was still in the government office, he once handed a piece of material to Shen Jianqiu's secretary at three o'clock in the morning. At that time, he asked with a little distress, "It's hard to be a secretary to a big leader, isn't it?"
The secretary lit a cigarette. The moonlight was misty at night, and amid the smoke, he said, why bother? Get used to it, do it every day, every night!
He could hear the pain in his balls from this buddy’s words. The scary thing is, because his balls hurt, what he said was true.
Excellent evaluations are conducted every year. The list of winners every year will not be less than sixteen pages. On this list of thousands of people, only the names and unit positions of outstanding candidates were briefly written. Shen Jianqiu looks at it every year.
He will use a red pen to circle the candidates he thinks are problematic on the list, and write next to them in beautiful and scary fonts, "Didn't this person have an admonishment talk last year? Let Bureau What he said is nine out of ten. While this kind of memory is breathtaking, it also makes people feel a huge pressure that can't be escaped.
So Gou Yingbiao has no doubt that if the big leader really knew Wang Zixu’s name, the scene in Mei Rucheng’s fiction would really happen. He just didn't know where the big leader learned Wang Zixu's name.
Wang Zixu still stood upright, as straight as a flagpole. He looked simple, but Gou Yingbiao could not see through him more and more. He changed his face at an astonishing speed, took out the highest-grade cigarette he could, and said with a smile:
"Comrade Wang Zixu, why did you say that!"
Gou Yingbiao was smiling, and his smile was as warm as spring, but Wang Zixu only felt absurd. He extended his hand and refused: "I don't smoke."
Gou Yingbiao took back the cigarette naturally: "What are you talking about about resigning? If you don't know, you would think that I forced you to resign! Haha."
He laughed twice, but no one agreed. Silence brings embarrassment. Mei Rucheng and Section Chief Liu handed each other cigarettes, and they lit them together, taking long puffs. Soon, the office was filled with smoke like a fairyland.
"Gou Yingbiao, some things don't weigh a few taels if they don't go on the scale. When they go on the scale, they can't even weigh several thousand kilograms. I heard all the things that Comrade Wang Zixu reported just now, such as the gas station and 'don't run or send it to the same place.'"
Gou Yingbiao's head was dripping with sweat. Mei Rucheng calmly blew out a puff of smoke and smiled, half self-deprecating and half disdainful.
"I'm not a member of the Discipline Inspection Commission, and these shitty things are not my business. I'm too lazy to get involved in your shitty stuff. I just want to warn you that some cases of petty corruption will eventually turn into big punishments and big warnings. I have taken care of you after all, master and disciple. "I don't want to see you in the integrity report."
Although Mei Rucheng's words didn't sound good, Gou Yingbiao heard them the most relaxedly since he entered the office. He finally understood Mei Rucheng's attitude. For a moment I was so excited that I burst into tears.
Wang Zixu felt a little distant. He began to feel that things gradually had nothing to do with him. Director Mei is not a magic weapon descended from the sky, nor is he Bao Qingtian. He is not a Euripidesian god of justice who comes to dispense justice.
"Director Mei, don't worry, I will definitely handle this matter." Gou Yingbiao assured him, patting his chest.
Xu Shichao came in holding an ashtray, put it on the table respectfully, and then exited respectfully, closing the door gently before leaving.
Mei Rucheng said: "Keep the door open. Smoking in the office makes me panic."
Section Chief Liu went to open the door again.
He flicked the ash into the vat: "Before I came here, I heard Xiao Liu tell everything. We are here to support Xiao Wang. Xiao Wang, if you have any ideas, just tell Gou Bureau here. If you talk to him in person, things will be easier to handle."
Wang Zixu shook his head: "I still want to resign."
Mei Rucheng glared at him: "Resigning from what position? Why, you have a bad temper? Why should you follow Hai Rui's example of dismissal from office?"
Wang Zixu opened his mouth but said nothing. He is really not Hai Rui. He owns 20% of Wen Yan's equity, so he can take over seamlessly after resigning, saving him the headache of declaring personal matters in the future.
But we can’t talk about this.
Mei Rucheng looked sad and sad, as if he was lecturing his own children and nephews:
"To engage in literature is not to make yourself weak, to engage in literature is to make yourself stronger and stronger. How can you stop doing it if you encounter a little darkness? There is no darkness, and you think the outside is very clean? Do you think you are Tao Yuanming , it’s Hai Rui. In the eyes of others, you are running away!”
Section Chief Liu said: “Yes, Brother Wang, if you can make a condition, just make it generously. Director Mei’s face is here, right? And think about it, if your resignation report is submitted to the Organization Department, the top leaders will read it. If they see that your name is familiar, they may ask about it, and it may cause a political turmoil. ”
Gou Ying. Biao was sweating profusely: "Xiao Wang, if you resign, we will never talk about it again. We will evaluate the talents this year, and I will try my best to fight for you. I will also schedule promotions for next year, which I will schedule immediately."
He said this through gritted teeth, as if he was bleeding profusely. When he finally heard the words he had been waiting for for many years, Wang Zixu felt relieved for a moment.
“I don’t want to be outstanding.” Wang Zixu said.
Mei Rucheng frowned and turned aside to smoke.
Gou Yingbiao lowered his voice and said, "Stop being so angry and making everyone look ugly in front of Director Mei."
Wang Zixu saw that Gou Yingbiao's eyes were filled with impatience. Gou Yingbiao never understood him from beginning to end. He thought that Wang Zixu's stubbornness was just to make him look bad.
Over the years, he has given up explaining himself to others. People who are not of the same kind can never understand each other, just as he cannot understand how Gou Yingbiao can change his face so quickly.
He took a deep breath and said:
"I really don’t want to be excellent. If I get this excellent, what can I do? I will be 31 next year. , ninth-level clerk. Even if things go well, in another six years, I will be a full-time major.
"What is the salary of a full-time major in Xihe?" More than six thousand, more than seven thousand? How much will the housing prices in Xihe be by then? What is this salary enough for?
"I have been waiting for this outstanding person, not because I want to be promoted. When I met my former classmates, they would only say to me, why are you still working as a clerk? What can you do with a salary of four thousand yuan a month?
"Even if I get this outstanding person now, when I am in my forties, when I meet my former classmates, they will still say, why are you still a full-time major? What is your monthly salary of 7,000 yuan enough for? Has it changed? Nothing has changed.
“I’m not waiting for this outstanding person because I want to be promoted. I just want to draw a beautiful ending to my past life, use this ending to comfort my past self, and tell him, Wang Zixu, your past choices were not wrong. You are actually very good.
"But I've been waiting for this ending for nine years. It's too late. I can't console myself. I haven't been able to live up to the sacrifices I made in the past. I'm not an excellent person, I'm a stalker. But fortunately, I like myself."
Gou Yingbiao was stunned for a long time, gritted his teeth and asked: "Then just say it. , what are you going to do to avoid resigning? Do we have to make a big fuss?"
"I want you to apologize to me."
Mei Rucheng let out a long puff of smoke, and the green smoke ring floated up to the ceiling. There was a slight touch in his eyes, as if he felt some resonance, but in the end he said nothing.
As an old man in his fifties, Wang Zixu is like a mirror to a certain extent. He reflects on himself from him. It is difficult for him to evaluate his behavior and character, just as he does not know what kind of life he will live if he takes another path.
He made a judgment in his heart. People like Wang Zixu will either fall into the dust and be nowhere to be found, or they will suddenly fly into the sky for everyone to see. All he could do was squat on the roadside and smoke, silently admiring his ending.
No matter which ending it is, it must be very artistic.