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Chapter 222 Mom, I want to go to the moon


Chapter 222 Mom, I want to go to the moon



Since Gu Zao broke into the literary world with a short story at the age of 20, Shi Tonghe has seen him no less than twenty times on various occasions. He was very familiar with this guy's character.



It’s like if you offended him, he didn’t say anything to your face, but secretly gave laxatives to your chickens.



He didn’t actually feed anyone’s chickens laxatives, but he would do something similar. He didn't say a word after doing it, even if your yard was full of chicken poop, he wouldn't even smile. All in all, he is a ruthless person, and he is also weak.



Shi Tonghe’s family does not raise chickens, but he has many other weaknesses. Besides, if he doesn't let Gu Zao speak here, he will have to speak to his friends in the media later, so he might as well let him speak here.



Gu Zao pretended to clear his throat, took out his speech and said:



""Fire in the Stone" is a work that is tempered in the ashes. Wang Zixu used cold brushwork to cut through the folds of the times, showing the fragmented and burning light of life under the grand historical narrative.



"This narrative method is very noble and is by no means 'historical nihilism'. The characters in the book do not exist in isolation, but go backwards in the historical torrent and masturbate in the throes of the times. This kind of control of reality requires the author's deep understanding of the underlying texture and ambition that is scarce in the contemporary literary world.



"Teacher Wang Zhongxing criticized the loose structure earlier. This is wrong. It is Mr. Wang Zhongxing's personal aesthetic preference. The narrative structure of this book is extremely tense. As the title of the book suggests, the text always wanders between 'solidification' and 'flow', with both a petrified realistic texture and an undercurrent as hot as magma..."



Gu Zao was saying good things about "Fire in the Stone". By the way, he also scolded Kong Huaifang and Wang Zhongxing.



Shi Tonghe expected this. What he didn't expect was that he would praise so openly and not care about his own face at all.



He didn’t know when Gu Zao met Wang Zixu. Judging from Wang Zixu's rigidity and Gu Zao's arrogance, there should be no chance for the two to connect.



Gu Zao’s voice was leaving him, the long table wrapped in green cloth stretched infinitely, and the face of Wang Zixu at the end became increasingly blurry. His vision began to be covered by the past again.



Xue Nier's soft and fluffy sofa was covered with gold piping. As soon as her butt came up, a pit was pressed down. Then the other party handed over a small iron box and opened it with a "snap". There were cigars inside.



“Brazilian cigars, have you never smoked them? Try them.”



It can be seen from the other party's smile that he is expecting himself to make a fool of himself.



At that time, he didn’t know how to please others, so he deliberately tried to be cautious, but he still made a fool of himself and almost vomited out his lungs. Then the other party laughed.



"You can't smoke it hard. Take a sip first, hold it in your mouth, let it faint slowly, and then spit it out. Do you understand?"



That was after Shi Tonghe's first book became a big success. He was approached by a well-known director and invited him to the capital to discuss adapting the script.



This director has already become famous all over the world, and he can be named by "several generations". And the director believes that after the film is filmed, he, as the original work, can become famous all over the world.



He liked to see Shi Tonghe’s surprised expression, because he came from the countryside, so he took him everywhere to “open his eyes”. In fact, he doesn't have to do it deliberately. His eyes were open enough.



He invited him to stay at the Kunlun Hotel for 200 yuan a night. At that time, the salary in the factory was only 300 yuan a month. The director said he could live wherever he wanted, finish writing and check out when he wanted.



They held several banquets. At one banquet, the director called many actresses, all of whom had familiar faces. He had seen them on TV.



The director told him that this is your work and you choose the heroine. Do you know Noah’s Ark? Whoever God puts on board the ship will live. Now, you become God.



He introduced those actresses, this one can dance and has a flexible waist, I have slept with them; this one is the best at crying, and the crying scenes come whenever they want, I have slept with them; this one is the best at singing, I asked her to sing one for you, oh, by the way, I have slept with them.



He has slept with every one of them. He said it in front of them without caring about the dignity of the actresses. The actresses still laughed after hearing this and did not avoid his eyes at all.



He, on the other hand, avoided their eyes, too embarrassed to look up. He was afraid of seeing himself in their eyes - the silent accomplice.



He wanted to say to the director, you know, in fact, you don’t need to base your excellence on destroying other people’s self-esteem. In my eyes, you are worthy enough to look up to.



But he didn’t say it. The reason why he didn't say it was that he was cowardly, he was afraid of losing this opportunity, and he was afraid that because of his sympathy, he would delay his chance to change his destiny.



Therefore, the director not only destroyed the dignity of the actresses, but also destroyed his dignity.



That night, after he returned to the room, he wrote a poem:



Mom, I want to go to the moon



Go to the moon and live in poetry everywhere



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My body is on the ground



My soul is in the universe



Mom, it’s not that I am unrealistically bookish



My spirit is in pain



My body is very enjoyable



Mom, I’m afraid



I’m not afraid that my spirit is too fragile



I’m afraid of my body I am too strong



I am afraid that it will get in the way and kill my spirit



Mom, I want to go to the moon



There is poetry everywhere there



Shi Tonghe cannot write modern poetry. This was his only song. After writing it, he hid it and never published it.



To this day, the original manuscript of this poem is still hidden in his safest corner. I moved several times but never threw it away or disposed of it.



He never picked up this poem to reflect on it, but the content of the poem was hidden in a certain drawer in his mind and could not be forgotten. He was afraid of seeing his cowardly self, and he was also afraid of losing his original self.



On Wang Zixu’s face, he saw a version of himself that never existed.



So he hates this face.



After Gu Zao finally finished speaking, Shi Tonghe felt a little tired and said, "So..."



Before he could finish speaking, Shen Qingfeng interrupted him: "Old Shi, I also want to speak."



Shi Tonghe has not been interrupted as many times in the past ten years as he is today. He was a little impatient, but he agreed with Shen Qingfeng's speech. He had long heard about the conflict between Shen Qingfeng and Wang Zixu.



But as soon as Shen Qingfeng opened his mouth, everyone’s jaws dropped:



“Teacher Kong Huaifang said just now, I said that Wang Zixu was a thorn in Xihe before, he was very crazy, no Accept it. Let me clarify, I did say that, but Teacher Kong may have misunderstood what I meant.



“As a writer, he may be a little arrogant, but as a person, I have never seen anyone more honest than him. Rather than speaking of honesty, it is better to speak of integrity. He is a very upright person.



"His irritating behavior, in my opinion - I am a senior, is a manifestation of the self-confidence and personality that a writer should have. Isn't this wrong for a writer?



"As for Teacher Kong's claim that he took quotes out of context, fabricated facts, and excluded others... that is even more groundless. He has never done anything like this -



"Of course, I am talking about his previous performance in Xihe. I don't know his behavior today and I don't know the situation, so I can't comment on it."



After Shen Qingfeng finished speaking, Wang Zixu was very surprised. He even doubted his own ears - did I hear it correctly? Shen Qingfeng actually spoke human language?



Wang Zixu looked at him, and the other person turned back, winked at him, and smiled sarcastically. He laughed at his surprise and laughed at the fact that he didn't understand Shen Qingfeng's behavior at all -



Although I use unscrupulous means, at least I am a modern person born in New China upright and do not engage in feudalism!



At this time, Xiao Mengyin raised her hand timidly and stammered:



“I, I also want to speak... "



Shi Tonghe looked at her impatiently: "Gu Zao has analyzed it well enough. If you don't have new ideas, don't say anything anymore."



Xiao Mengyin originally wanted to stand up and support "Fire in the Stone" to prove that her literary ideals were not tainted. However, Shi Tonghe yelled at her, then shrank back, and stammered: "This, that's it... then, I won't say it. It's over..."



Shi Tonghe glanced at everyone and said in an incomprehensible tone:



"The meeting is over!"



Everyone packed up their things immediately. The reporters had been waiting for the starting gun to sound and pounced on them like hungry dogs out of their cages. Those who were shaken outside the door even set up long guns and short cannons to guard the entrance and exit.



The cronies around Shi Tonghe stood up to protect him, repeating loudly and repeatedly that they would not accept interviews. The leader in charge of the meeting had already arranged manpower to escort Shi Tonghe away.



Wang Zixu did not receive such good treatment. There were no fewer people looking for him than Shi Tonghe, and the scene was chaotic.



Duan Xiaosang pressed the earphone, stood up and asked repeatedly: "Younan, Younan, the meeting is over, do you want to stop Wang Zixu? Do you want to? Hello?"



Lu Qingxuan then On the phone, he typed with trembling hands: "It's over, I bet, the situation is beyond all your imagination!"



Pu Yuyang was still at a loss, Tian Zhenlei and Ji Shaofei looked at each other, and Gu Zao stood up to welcome the impact.



One person pushed aside all the reporters, came to Wang Zixu and said to him: "Please come here."



Wang Zixu said: "What did you say?"



"Come here." Come on! The leader is looking for you!”



“Who is looking for you?”



“The leader!”



Which leader is he looking for? But from the other party's perspective, no matter which leader, the leader is the leader, and the order is absolute.



The other party didn’t speak any more. One hand held his big arm and lifted him out like a chicken.



In fact, Wang Zixu felt that he was a bit undignified, but the opponent was more powerful than he looked. He broke through the encirclement like a sea and separated everyone around Wang Zixu.



If it weren’t for him, Wang Zixu really wouldn’t know how to get out.



Before the two of them reached the door, Kong Huaifang squeezed over and stretched out his hand to Wang Zixu: "Where is the thing?"



"What thing?"



"Recorder!"



“What recorder?”



Kong Huaifang said: “Search his bag.”



Wang Zixu said: “You move me and try.”



Kong Huaifang did not dare to move. He just talked and no one listened to him.



The person next to Wang Zixu said: "We are going to deal with this matter, Teacher Kong is not in a hurry."



Kong Huaifang said: "Okay, this matter must be dealt with, it must be dealt with immediately, it must be dealt with seriously and immediately."



The shutter clicked continuously, and the flashes came and went. Shi Tonghe lowered his head and covered his face with his hands as he walked by like a prisoner.



Wang Zixu’s face was also blurred by the flash. Judging from the tension of the guy next to him pulling him, he looked more like a prisoner.



As soon as the two of them walked to the door, a black diamond Aston Martin drove over with a bang, knocking everyone down and ran over in front of them. After the optical glass was lowered, An Younan's face wearing sunglasses was revealed.



“Hey, Wang Zixu, come up.”



The man next to him didn’t know An Younan, but he knew her car, and he could see what the three 8’s in her license plate number meant, so he said politely:



"Mr. Wang is going to have a meeting with us now."



An Younan said casually: "Isn't the meeting over?"



"There is another meeting."



An Younan shook his head, his hair disheveled: "Our prince can't be honest, I have something to do with him. Get in the car."



The person next to him said: "But our leader requires... ..."



An Younan frowned: "I don't care who your boss is, I am An Younan, I want to take him away now. Go back and tell your boss, call me if you need anything."

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The tone of the person next to her was even more humble: "Your contact information..."



There was a hint of joking on her face: "I don't even have my contact information. If so, don’t be a leader.”



After saying that, seeing that Wang Zixu was still stunned, An Younan urged: “Why are you standing there?”



Wang Zixu got into the car. When I was putting on my seat belt, I noticed that she was wearing pajamas.



An Younan stepped on the accelerator and walked not far. When he saw Shi Tonghe in front of him, he lowered the window and parked next to him.



"Teacher Shi."



"Miss An!" Shi Tonghe shook off the people around him and came over. He immediately saw Wang Zixu in the co-pilot, and his face froze.



An Younan said in a brisk tone: "Teacher Shi, it seems that something uncontrollable happened during the seminar."



Shi Tonghe was in a trance for a while, and almost lost his balance, so he lowered his voice and said:



"Miss An, I think there may be a misunderstanding."



An Younan glanced at Wang Zixu, smiled, and said, "Don't worry, I have nothing to do with him. . Mainly because he has a lot of topic, I will take him back to study." Shi Tonghe felt a little relieved, glanced at the reporter who caught up with him, and said quickly:


“Ms. An, I am going to finish this meeting as per your request. It is about the promotion of "Yesterday Star"..."



An Younan He smiled and said: "Oh, I was just about to tell you about this. You see, something happened today. If you promote "Yesterday's Star" at this time, there may be public opinion problems. I'm afraid your promotion will be withdrawn."



Shi Tonghe was anxious: "But "Yesterday's Star" is not my work, it is my son's work!"



An Younan lowered his head: "Your public opinion is your son's public opinion."



"Miss An..."



"Sorry, I really can't make the decision." An Younan reached out and waved at him, "That's it, see you later."



She kicked the gas again, and the car drove away from Shi Tonghe, who was full of dejection.



Wang Zixu was silent in the car for a long time before speaking:



"Are you here to save me, or to provoke him?"



An Younan chuckled: "None of them. I came over to watch the fun. By the way, his son's channel promotion can't be done. Do you want to promote "Fire in the Stone"? I can give it to you."